Tuesday, December 30, 2008
30 December 2008, Tuesday
For the year 2009, I will try to write every day.
As you can see, there is no specific amount of words or pages I need to write. I just need to write. As easy as it may seem, it's not easy at all. I have this weird tendency to have "no time". Where does all my time go? I could tell you but it always sounds too unbelievable to be real.
I've never had a New Year resolution before. Is there supposed to be more than one? Because I think my one is quite quite enough. Writing is very hard, especially when I'm not very good at it. As much as I love it, I know that my attempts are mediocre at best.
So how are my stories going? I love them. Of course my sole concentration is on my Historical Romances and all the others are just for fun, but I'm having so much fun writing all these stories. It's frustrating and they drive me crazy at times, but I wouldn't have it any other way.
Every day they kinda grow and develop a bit more. What was before a simple story line of boy meets girl now has complications and something different that makes the story stand out. All I need now is the time and determination to write it out properly. And of course I need to stop procrastinating.
I also need to learn to fit my writing in between everything else which is important to me - which is like only four (Family, work, study, boyfriend) things, but those things take up all my time. I think this has been the crux of the problem. I haven't been able to fit my writing in between my life. Instead, I keep hoping that I will find more time to write. It has taken me this long to figure it out, but yes, no time is going to come spouting out, I really just gotta squish writing in. So maybe now I'll try to clean my room, and then I will do some writing before going back to doing two of those important things in my life.
I'm racking my brains but I guess this will be a short post. It's very hot here and as much as I love the sunshine, my head doesn't really work in hot weather.
Happy New Years every one!