Something's in the air...

Friday, September 12, 2008

12 September 2008, Friday

YAY! Summer is finally here. Today we had such wonderful weather. The sun was shining, the air was warm, and the sky was blue - gee, I haven't seen that for a while... hmmm, maybe since the whole of winter! But now spring is here - even if only for two days. Apparently, it is going to be thunder storming tomorrow afternoon and the day after. As you can see, I'm not too desperately in love with winter.

The wonderful weather put me into a such a good mood today. Albeit, I was working since before the break of dawn and left work when the sky was a nice pitch black, but the sunny weather made my spirits soar even though I didn't have a chance to be in it. But suddenly everything did not look so bad anymore.

Sure, maybe I'll never have the time to do all the things I had once planned to do IF I ever got the time. I decided, that instead of waiting for things to slow down, waiting for there to be time, why don't I change instead and make the time? I'm being optimistic here, but I think it's worth the try. Why? Well, the truth is, I don't believe anything in my life will ever slow down enough for me. It is the complete opposite. Things keep on coming up, piling up, builds up so high that I feel suffocated. I spend all my time trying to do all these things that I never really find the time for myself. So now I will.

How? Well, who cares about sleep right? If I sleep a lot, I will still have to get up at that same time next day and work. If I don't sleep that much, I will still have to get up. So why not just cut out most of my sleep and do what I want to do in that time instead? At least now I will be doing what I want to do, even if I'll be a bit exhausted and all that. I think it's worth it. I simply believe that this is the only way I will ever be able to write. I truly don't believe that things will ever slow down long enough for me. Life just doesn't happen that way.

And... On top of everything else, I think I'm going to have to get another email address. I don't want to. But I think I have to. Apparently, it will be more professional if my name corresponded with my email address - which it does not at present. I'm still indecisive because... my current email address is my first and only email I've ever made and had so I don't want to get another one - that's just me being stubborn. I know I have to get another email - if I ever get to it.

Now... I'm going to go and write - hm, I feel sleepy.

work work work

Thursday, August 28, 2008

28 August 2008, Thursday

Okay, I give up! I can't get the widget to sit in the middle of the page. Being the fastidious person I am, I just know it's going to niggle at me until I know how to do it. Anywhoos, I saw this at the BB and thought it would be fun to post up the widget and be part of this promo event (no,it's not for the contest, it's a bit late isn't it?!). After all, you never know how many sites you bump into who will also be sporting this widget. It's pretty cool, really.

Okay, I got it to sit on the left side. I still can't figure out how to get it to be in the middle, but at least now I'm still not poring over this post.




Other books I'm waiting on are:
August 2008 - Acheron; Sherrilyn Kenyon
September30 - Seduce Me At Sunrise; Lisa Kleypas
September30 - Mr. Cavendish, I Presume; Julia Quinn
October14 - A Wall Flower Christmas; Lisa Kleypas
November04 - One Silent Night; Sherrilyn Kenyon
November25 - When The Duke Returns; Eloisa James
Fall 2008 - Melting Stones; Tamora Pierce

The Unleash Your Story: Make a Difference fund raising event is about to start this coming September. It's a great way to write to keep to your goal as well as help raise money to find a cure for cystic fibrosis. I'm about to join up but I'm sure I won't be able to keep to my goal!


I now work six days a week. I have one day a week off (although that day changes every week so I don't know which day that may be) and I work from 5am-530pm - not including my waking up hours and driving to or madly home hours or hours I stay behind to clean up. Any hopes of being able to write have been nicely dashed away.

I have been severely getting writing withdrawal symptoms again. Worse, I'm SO irritable that I want to snap out at everyone. I really feel bad afterwards, but while I'm at it, I feel just fine. It's terrible. It's a hard choice between taking two hours of my sleeping time to write, or to have more sleep and not write. I mean, I don't think I can survive a fifteen hour work day on six hours of sleep.

Since I started working for longer hours, I have written exactly one paragraph. It's a devastation. I'm hoping that after I finish all my chores today I will have the time to sit down and get some substantial writing done to tide me through the next week of work.

I at last got a USB to save my work on. My laptop still regularly scares me and shuts down suddenly, but at least now I have my writing backed up else where. I gotta start my chores now or I'll never get anything done.

Everybody, good luck with your writing!

So Much To Tell You

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

19 August 2008, Tuesday

Hello Everyone,

I just got home from tennis lessons. I ache in places I didn't even know existed. I'm heaps tired. And it is winter, freezing cold, and I was prancing around in my shorts and tee because I simply refuse to wear long pants or shirts. Stubborn you say? nuh-uh. I say I'm just being ME.

Yesterday night my laptop gave me a scare when the whole screen turned white and I had to shut it down - YAY for me and my unsaved work. I really need to get a USB and save my work there. My laptop is becoming an unreliable source with bad habits of shutting down out of no where! But I lost my last USB with all my writing in it, so I think it's just as bad as a computer!

My writing is in dire need of a critique. I would like to enter it into the Golden Pen for feedback. I heard it's got great critiques and useful advice. However, with all my work and no time to sleep, I'm afraid that I won't have time to revise it to send it in. I don't know if it is a good thing to enter a half finished, unrevised draft into a serious contest just so I can get feed back. I feel it's also unfair to send in a second rate piece of work for judges to view. I'm still undecided and time is running out. Oh well... "maybe next year". That's becoming quite a familiar quote to me now.